Motionless

Been so far down bad
Yet I still love you still
Still live with our dads
I'm feeling very still
Didn't move away for college
Unable to say I'm sorry
Trying to keep what I have
But the past keeps bothering
Drunk and alone this time this year
Wasn't alone, I wasn't fear
My second home, a stratosphere
New years at home, don't want to cheer
Drinking some beer
Need to get out of here
Need to get out of here
I miss you more
Than the 2004 Corolla
Build it up from the floor up
I still pray that you show up
At my door, get close up
Paralyzed in my sleep
Then I woke up

One year since
Time's frozen
I'm convinced
I'm motionless

I'm motionless
I came for this?
The silent bliss
And give me kiss
It is what it is
I'm off the piss
I want to kiss
I'm more than this
No socialist
I want to assist, uh
I don't know
Don't know what to say
Know what to say a say say say
All my peers think I do is play play play
It's not like of me to want to stay in place
It's not a life if you always had to wait
I sat down, didn't swallow
I just force fed my own pride
Without you left me hollow
Had to put down all my lies
Same shit, different life
But now I've got a new guide
I haven't cried or shed a tear
So like of me this time, right?
I let go too much
It's time to vent
I love the encouragement
But it won't pay my rent
I'll prove you right
Habit of mine to circumvent
I never pitch a tent
I know I want to send
I know a bitch is wet
I show I'm more than chent
Shoulder freezing temp
All said and done
Twisted plot
I've been solo and in motion
All along
Down the avenue
You won't find me
They won't fine me
Y'know that reminds me
It's all timely
For now it's cold
No emotion, marching on
Just give it a couple of days
Sing a song, oh
Back to being myself
Made it through inferno
Following the new guide
It's all internal
I'm a new guy
I can finally fly again
Took so long to be one
One with myself, that is

One year since
Time's frozen
I'm convinced
We're motionless
We're not going nowhere