Metallic

I'm crying, I'm crying, I'm living and dying
And I wish someone could help me cause I can't take this denial and ah-
I'm breathing, can barely tell that I'm breathing
And I wish someone would love me enough to give me a reason and ah-
Oh I can't find it within myself
And I can't find it in someone else
Don't know where to go, or who I would tell
So I keep it close, and I stay
Creeping, creeping, run it back
Yeah I might lose hope, but I stay
Dreaming, dreaming, run it back
So I keep it close, and I stay
Scheming, scheming, run it back
Yeah I got no hope, but I stay
Creeping, creeping, run it back

I'm trying, I'm trying, I feel like I'm dying and uh
(Yeah I don't feel misunderstood, but it's just like I)
I'm crying, I'm crying, I can't stop from trying and uh
(If you would just listen, then you know that I'm like)
I'm trying, I'm trying, I feel like I'm dying and uh
(There's nobody out there who wants to lend a fucking hand, it's just like)
I'm trying, I'm trying, I feel like I'm crying and uh

Well. I can't be sad forever, like

At least I run shit, I got that going for me
At least I got hits, I feel another coming
They know I can feel the pressure, pressure
But I know I can do it better, better
But I know I can do it better, better