Husk

Feeling like a moth in the night
Always searching for the light
When im lost in my mind
I fought with all my might
For the things that are right
I dont deserve a price
Cause its only what I am
A humanoid fullfilled with my emotions
Trynna keep it calm, stop asking questions, I
Will leave them on floor
My demons, these whores
I feel like my life's a chore
Always scared for the worst
But my anxiety got the best of me
Eating my guts like a mass of rotted meat
So I won't be scared to express myself
Its time to shine fuck being a misfit
Feeling like a moth in the night
Always searching for the light
When im lost in my mind
I fought with all my might
For the things that are right
I dont deserve a price
Cause its only what I am

Stuck in the nowhere, tell me, where is the shitty light?
I can't decide what I'm trying to be in my mind's eye
Counting minutes before my ass is late at the bus station
Can't wait to see the door I could enter 'cause I'm so impatient
Please help me, so I can get at least that bit of that shine
I would beg and cry, please tell me and you will be fine
Don't be so quiet, do me that single one fucking favor
I never learned of how I control my own atmosphere
I never found a comfortable place
I'm not talking about that dark maze I've been stuck for now
Shit's been wild for now
I feel so tough
I feel so weird that I even suppress my own cough
Sweet, you try your best but you ain't fooling me
Thinking you're important, thinking you can make me feel exhausted
Good, but what's your intention, what's your point to taunt?
I'm surrounded by people acting they the divine one

Held hands with the reaper say she'd rather see me dead then end up as another tweaker
I can see her discontent
Disconnect me from the rest of everybody
Nothing seems to make sense anymore dont calm me down with allegories
The worlds a painfully unfunny joke that everybody's laughing at
A failed netflix special stabbing at my eyes
When the world ends I'll be selling sunglasses at the gates of hell
Armageddon round the corner I cant even tell
Force feed me black sludge
Rub it on my gums
Tell my mama I ain't coming home the world dont need another son
Force feed me black sludge
Rub it on my gums
Tell my mama I ain't coming home the world dont need another son

Lost cause
Know I'm a burden, im a beating drum
Humming in my head
Drown out the silence with a steady bump
I dont like to wallow
Or drown in my own piss
But its hard to stay so quiet
In spite of a black list
Its been so hard to fucking step out my bed room
Head room is filling up I smell like fucking dog food
No mood
Im at a total blank
Feel like the road stopped
Hard knocks
Lifes a bitch I'll spit it like its nas till my heart stops
I got a future ahead of me
But I act so careless
Bare foot in a plank full of needles
I stress out til im hairless
Barely even make it through class
I cannot deal with extras
Bless you with a sense of no time left
Let death caress you



Credits
Writer(s): Daniel Ocampo
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