Different Cause

God by my side I pray he grants me with a different cause
Nowadays I don't even know what I'm living for
Full time employment helping mum with the bills
Same time I stash a little for the void I wan fill
I've got a million questions and ain't been given the answers
I'm in need of some guidance to hold me down like an anchor
Maybe I should've gone uni to live my life as a banker
Education is the spice of life word to my Nanna
Ain't got the tools in life yet somebody throw me a spanner
Knowing that I'm all alone pricks me sharp like a dagger
So I just hustle and bustle
Pray everyday
Begging Yahweh the Creator hope he shows me the way

I can't do this shit forever I'm in need of a change
Before I got a job I was in need of some change
Benefit claiming made me feel like a lesser man
Humbling experience there's nobody I'm better than
One bag of lost tadpoles in the sea I roam
Guys triple my age complaining bout the cards they're dealt
Minimum wage can't even support his illness
So he works another day to support his health
Nobody cares when you're carrying a penis
Fuck Mars I might just have to take a trip to Venus
My olders didn't warn me life would be like this
They could've prevented the cycle won't you read my lips

I am going to be successful and happy
I am going to have no regrets like Dappy
I am gonna pray a little harder til' he lifts my burden
But in comparison to others man my life is perfect
It's hard living with the stress
Same time I feel depressed
But there's somebody declining in a hospital
I'm earning but at the same time
There's someone sitting on a ledge about to jump because they've lost it all
Count my blessings man I really should
If I knew how to make improvements then I really would
I'm stuck in two minds once again
And it's not even about a breakup I hope she's living good
This isn't even 5 percent of what I'm thinking
Filthy it was 89% that I was drinking
But once again the Lord's got me and he's by my side
So even when I feel low I've got his powers in me