An Anti-Love Song

What the fuck I be doing
Why do I love
When I know it just
End up in shatters and ruins
Why do I love when I know that the reason
I'm leaving is because of my heart feeling truant
Why do I have all the feelings
And never be healing
And fuck up my health I ain't cooling
Stay in my blues, when I'm getting my gold
Thinking about all them trojans
When I be a bruin
Who would've thought
That the feeling of love
Could've ever
Just caused all of this feeling of scare
I get all jealous when I see a couple
I'm dying alone when I see a pair
They looking cute, doing cute couple things
I wish
I could relive all the things I could bare
But I be scared of a marriage
Cuz really we know
That we one day we gon get affairs

We gon spend all of this money
All thousands and hundreds
For flowers and dresses, a marriage
We gon spend all of this money
All thousands and hundreds
For diapers, a baby, a carriage
We gon spend all of this money
All thousands and hundreds
For our love between us to perish
That little ring on your hand
After files and files
You might as well call it disparage

Overhyped and it's feeling is potent
Fuck the life, cuz you know there ain't tokens
I don't like, really feeling heartbroken
I can't speak, when I'm feeling I'm choking
Open up, even though that you closing
No need, with a bottle of a lotion
My time, and the others just stolen
Fuck the love causing all this emotion



Credits
Writer(s): Jaiden Martinez
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