5 YEARS SINCE OUR BREAK UP

I'm out of trust
There's another one down my draIn
That I went and fucked up
I thought that you'd never leave

And I hope you fInd some frIends
That'll love you lIke I dId
And I hope you fInd somebody
That'll put up wIth your shIt
And I know you won't complaIn
Cause that's just not how you're raIsed
Even after all your shame
I'ma love you now just the same

I'm not enough
It sucks, but I'm honest
I just need to grow up
And deal wIth the consequences
There's no us
Is thIs what I wanted
I gave up our trust
I guess that's my luck
Luck babe

And I know you'll fInd some frIends
That'll love you lIke I dId
And I know you'll fInd somebody
That'll put up wIth your shIt
And I know you won't complaIn
Cause that's just not how you're raIsed
Even after all your shame
I'ma love you now just the same.

I thInk I started prayIng more hopIng you don't exIst
Or maybe I'm just too naIve to know what heartbreak Is
For every damn text message that I wouldn't send
I got It saved off In my drafts for when you text agaIn
Another day,
Another hour
Another mInute goes
A cIgarette up to your lIp lIke you're raIsIng a toast
You look at me and gIve a stare lIke you're seeIng a ghost
I know the truth Is that you're lookIng for wIsdom and hope

And I see you've found some frIends
Do they love you lIke I dId
And I see you've found somebody
Do they put up wIth your shIt
And I know you won't complaIn
Cause that's just not how you're raIsed
Even after all your shame
I'ma love you now just the same

There's another one down, and you'll never know
I just hope you come around me when I'm alone
5 years sInce you left me and after your
Shame I'ma love you now just the same
Yeah