Goodbye

There was a girl I loved and I knew drove past her window every day at 12 am
To seek love and attention this woman was perfection. I knew I was gonna be in first place
I took her to Wendy's and she got a 5 for 5. I knew this was time to ask her will she be mine

She looked at her phone
And she walked away
Laughing her ass off
That made me insane
She took a part of my brain and smashed it right in my grave
Had no thoughts in my mind
Just had to go home and cry

I can't believe this night
We talked for maybe around 6 months and locked up a real tight friendship (quote)
She gave the signs and I just read it all wrong.
Now I look like a clown
Drunk, depressed, and poor
All I gotta say is good luck babe
I can't change your mind
But what I feel inside is a dying temptation that will eat me alive
Until the day I die

So I walked out the door
Couldn't do this anymore
I had to be clear
That she made up her mind
And that I was the only right guy for her
I had to go on
To go to her face and tell her right there
I want your heart and no I'm not scared
I will fight for what I want
I will not back down unless she says goodbye

Well I knew this wasn't the right path
I was very unsafe
Just how could one human make you this insane
They drive up you up a wall and make you regret
All your life decisions
And just wanna make you throw it all away!

I got on my shoes to go start on new again
I was locked up on choices and knew what I wanted to do
I picked up my guitar and started to rock
I would play some rock and play some punk
Then headbang it out until I was numb
So graceful
So hopeful
For all the chances
The artwork
The music
It all stands out except for her