The Pattern

I wanna get rid of my self-sacrificial heart
I wanna clean up my messes and get rid of simple, for a start
I wanna drive slow and get there fast
And I don't want you to hold me back

I feel like I'm running away
But I am frozen in place
Frozen in place
Mm

I miss you on birthdays and when I can't sleep
And I hate when I'm right but you disagree
If we never fought would we even be us
I wouldn't believe it 'cuz we care too damn much

I feel like I'm running away
But I am frozen in place

If I can't break the pattern
Who's gonna tell me what I need
If I'm not trying
Do I wanna be redeemed
Oh I'm coasting

I wanna jump out of my childhood window
But I never do
I never do
It's easy to dream of a version of me who wanted to want to try
Doesn't everybody believe they can fly

I feel like I'm gonna go away
I am floating through space
I am watching the look on your face when I say

I can't break the pattern
I need you to tell me what I need
I'm not trying
Do I wanna be redeemed
I'm just coasting

I could drop out of school
I could drive out of state
Find my own fate
Or I could go live abroad
I could find God
Or cry to my mom
But I don't
I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't

I can't break the pattern
Tell me what I need
I'm not trying
Do I wanna be redeemed
Oh I'm coasting
I'm just coasting



Credits
Writer(s): Erin Mccammond-watts
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