Backscatter

When you fall asleep with lights on
And the windows all are closed
Then you'll never know what time it is
Until you wake and check your phone
And draw the blinds
See the moon outside
In the afternoon

When you're lying in the feeling
Of a book that's overdue
And you get stuck
And panic sets in
And you know that someone's waiting somewhere
Disappointed
Left the porch light on

So don't wait up
Lock the door
I've got a spare key
So don't lose sleep
Over something
As insignificant as (Me)

I'd never lie
Or tell you something I don't feel
I guess that I don't see myself in that way
Anymore

When your starry moon-eyed friends
Are all out glittering and happy
And you try not to resent them
Cuz you know you'll never be
That happy

So don't wait up
Lock the door
I've got a spare key
So don't lose sleep
Over anyone
Especially not (Me)

I'd never lie
Or tell you something I don't feel
I guess that I don't see myself in that way
Anymore

I'll never try
Or tell you not to feel
Something that I don't see in myself in that way
Anymore

I guess that I don't want to see myself
Anymore