Last Train

Hold my breath, I'm underwater
Floating currents, cool night breeze
Let the moon light up my skin
As I wash right in the sea
If I wake asleep tomorrow
Can you tell me where I'll be?
What would I have said to you?
What would my last words be?

Destroyed my lungs with cigarettes smoke I take in
Vandalised my mind, the relationships I tensioned
Never scratched the surface of the dreams that I was destined
Too broke to pay attention, never learn my lessons
Not proud of me, I can see your look at me, momma
I don't want you to leave the world to be mad at me, momma
Since the cancer that struck, it got me realising, momma
That I should be spending the time that's left for you, momma

Keep my cool, I'm on the wire
Tryna balance with my feet
Push the wind, close chest to chin
As I fogged my lens with ease
If I close my eyes forever
Can you tell me who I'd be?
What would I have said to you?
What would my last words be?

Didn't plan to make it past 25
By that standard at this point, I would be too alive
Too subscribed to the fact if I ended it myself
Purgatory be a blessing coz I'm messing with the heavens above
And hell where I am sitting flames devour the acid spitting
A spitting image of what I would be
If I ended up missing, would you look for me or look for ways to overlook my history?

Keeping my head on my shoulders
Is a challenge as it is
As it stands I'm lying, no sitting in between
Empty chairs and empty tables
At my birthday party scene
Dig into the cake
'Cuz the knives have been put away

Feel the wind on my face, I reminisce to the days
The comfort in your embrace and words I wish I had said
'Cuz as I'm growing, I find myself at peace
No longer the boy I was but more the man that I should be, yeah
I know that some of you don't understand
But if this train ever arrives, I know I wasn't the better man
Best of friend, a worthy boyfriend, son and a brother
Just know throughout it all, I tried to love you like no other

I'm chasing, I'm chasing, I'm chasing
I'm facing the end of my rails
Please wait for me, don't leave me be
I don't wanna be alone
Will I ever reach my destination?
'Cuz this station's closing
And I'm waiting
For the Last Train



Credits
Writer(s): Firdaus Zolkifli
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