Mental State

They say my time go come
I be feeling numb
Preparing for the hard times
I bought me some guns
I'm coming from the bottom
Made this for the slums
Thanking god I'm still here
Look at where we from

They showing fake love yea I got some frenemies
I just lost my granny she ain't know how much she meant to me
She said Don't lose hope, just have faith, and meet my destiny
I can't trust a soul, if you fake you can't sit next to me

You giving me half but you tryna get the best of me
I can't love a hoe man these bitches hella fake to me
Tell me that you love me you can't love me that shit make belief
Last year I was broke now you love me cause I'm getting cheese

I was stacking money but was living at my momma house
Neva had a daddy cause he dead can't let my mama down
Remember we was hungry, had no food, lotta hungry mouths
I gotta go get it, any means, you can't hold me down

Walking in the rain, going to school in the same shoes
I tried to get with you and you clowned me girl I hate you
Laughing in my face that shit hurted but I played cool
Now look at yo ass, you a clown getting played too

Never trusted family, they 50, most em fake
Stab you in your back thought they was trust worthy like All state
Smile all in your face, pocket watching, most em snakes
Kick you while you down and you starving can't get a plate

Listen when I'm talking, listen to the shit that I say
All the Nights that I was crying, suicide was sounding great
Oversleeping from drinking, missed alarms running late
I made some mistakes
I took chances I was meant to take

All the shit that I done did
Lord forgive me for my sins
All the Ls that I done took
I'm just praying for a win
All the shots that I done shot
That went way below the rim
From the concrete I have rose
I can never go again

Couple exes broke my heart
I can never love again
Couple friends that crossed they hearts
I can never trust again
Tryna keep my circle small I don't like too many men
Rather get it by my lonely I don't need too many friends

Taking off like a missile
Always standing with you
Working on my issues
Talk my shit like a tissue

Babygirl I miss you
Never gonna diss you
Every time I leave
Think about the times I kissed you

You got me feeling great
Never felt this way

I hope this love is real

Coming from a mental state...



Credits
Writer(s): Kimali Brown
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