Kill Me

I know I gave up things
And even fucked up dreams
But you've been here and now you're ready to change
'Cause when the weight I pull
Begins to tear my rope
I know you'll carry me the rest of the way

You left me bruised and scared
I love the mess we made
Even the things we try to hide every day
It's like I fall so short
But you just still want more
So I will give it 'til you'll take everything
I don't think I will ever get enough (of this)

So kill me
I won't even feel it
If you're with me
All that I can say is, it's the worst I've had
But I'm falling deeply
Yeah, I'm falling deeper in it

I woke to bloody hands
Another mark on me
You left me vacant and I'm starting to think
Yet if I sold my soul
And gave you all control
I think I've paid with all the struggle for peace

I gave it one last chance
To let my sickness pass
I ran a mile just to fall to your feet
So take my everything
Just let my last words say
So they can see I'm not worth remembering

So kill me
I won't even feel it
If you're with me
All that I can say is, it's the worst I've had
But I'm falling deeply
Yeah, I'm falling deeper in it

I'll say, "Whoa-oh, whoa-oh
It's the worst thing I've ever had"
I'll say, "Whoa-oh, whoa-oh
It's the worst thing I've ever had"

Pacing all alone
Chase me, I'm below
Crave me from the soul
Or not at all

Pacing all alone
Chase me, I'm below
Crave me from the soul
Or not at all

So kill me
I won't even feel it
If you're with me
All that I can say is, it's the worst I've had
But I'm falling deeply
Yeah, I'm falling deeper in it

So kill me
I won't even feel it
If you're with me
All that I can say is, it's the worst I've had
But I'm falling deeply
Yeah, I'm falling deeper in it

Pacing all alone
Chase me, I'm below
Crave me from the soul
Or not at all