Maybe - demo

Ever since my life got bad
The sun got a little bit shinier
I'm hopping around with
Beans sprouting out of my feet

And what a treat
To think that I'm okay
When I sat here moping
And thinking and hoping that I would have
Nothing more to say

And maybe I just didn't want to admit
I'll be fine
And maybe it's just I took comfort and pleasure
In wanting to resign from me

Let me answer a question
That you had been asking me
No, I don't think that that's what my life was
Supposed to be
I'd shudder and quake and convince myself I was
Still awake
Only to find later on
That the gentle husk I had was gone

And maybe I just didn't want to do
What I was told
And maybe I just thought that shopping around
For a brand new brain was getting kind of old

I'd been told
That if I want to change directions
And get out of the cold
I need to look at my reflection and think that
"This is just a section of my life"
But listen when I say that my brain has an infection
That you can't just think away

And maybe it's only a matter of time until I
Stop bleeding from my eyes and thinking that life
Would just pass me by
And for now
I'll be fine