Does Anybody Else Feel the Way I Feel

Does anybody else feel the way that I feel
Like the face in the mirror just doesn't seem real
My Memories painted with little detail
Does anybody else feel the way that I feel

But I know I know with time it won't be so bad
But that's because my mind won't even remember this feeling I have

I'm tired of my mind disappearing going numb shutting off from feeling
Dissociating everything around me cause it can't seem to handle its own feelings
It paints memories blurry and gives it disguise
Is my past just romanticized

Is my head even here or my present real
Does anybody else feel the way I feel

Does anybody else feel the way I feel
Stuck in auto pilot emotions concealed
Never know if I'm awake or dreaming my mind can't quite heal
Does any body else feel the way that I feel

But I know I know with time it won't be so bad
But that's because my mind won't even remember this feeling I have

I'm tired of my mind disappearing going numb shutting off from feeling
Dissociating everything around me cause it can't seem to handle its own feelings
It paints memories as blurry and gives it disguise
Is my past just romanticized

Is my head even here or my present real
Does anybody else feel the way I feel

Tired of fake crying on the bathroom floor
Scared I won't remember this tomorrow
Don't even need to be intoxicated cause dissociation makes you feel just as faded
Tired of fake happy around my friends
I'm sick of never feeling quite present
Tired of capturing every single moment just so I don't forget
I don't wanna forget

I'm tired of my mind disappearing going numb shutting off from feeling
Dissociating everything around me cause it can't seem to handle its own feelings
It paints memories blurry and gives it disguise
Is my past just romanticized

Is my head even here or my present real
Does anybody else feel the way I feel