January 30th

I saw my name roll upon your page
It was a quarter 'till nine
You said words that I didn't know could hurt
Ones that made wanna die
But I saw you face the hall the next day
You weren't sorry for the life you just saved

'Cuz I'll stay alive just to haunt you
I'll stay alive just to watch your world burn
You should stay alive just to watch me be fine
Cuz what you do in fifteen years ill do in five
I thought my brain had to put it to rest
But here I am singing January 30th

So tear down the posters on the walls
Just like you said you would do
And now my life's been perfect you can see
And I don't think it was 'cuz of me

She told me what you had done
It was a quarter 'till nine
And I know you thought I wouldn't see
But thank God I did cuz it made alright

Cuz I'll stay alive just to watch you
I'll stay alive just to see how you plead
You should stay alive just to see me
Do everything you said you wish you could do with your life
I thought my brain had to put it to rest
But here I am singing January 30th

And I know you feel the same way I do
But you're afraid to let it show
But before I go let me say this to you
Hiding yourself is the wrong way to go

Cuz I'll stay alive just to haunt you
I'll stay alive just to watch your bridges burn
You should stay alive just to watch me be fine
'Cuz what you do in 15 years ill do in five
Five, five, five
I thought my brain had to put it to rest
But here I am singing January 30th