Happy

Am I happy?
Would it matter if I wasn't?
At least I'm not lying like I used to,
high like I used to now I just drift.
Left behind in a vacuum
I'd get loose every chance I'd get,
trippy noose on the
neck of a festy kid.
My own praxis lit and
outlived my death.
Ego left, primo shift
epiphany's out or a
whole new head,
new butter same spread.
Like some Evil Dead, am I happy?
Am I still in here?
Can I be happy with you?
Am I happy?
Did you make me that?
Host with the most
make it symbiosis it was either
you or self diagnosed when I
changed my head.
I was blind on the chemicals,
you saved me and now
I want 'em back.
I miss the rush of a trip
where I'd swim in a sea of fresh fish.
I'm too old for this shit
but I want it back,
can you give me some of that too?
I let you in and since we grew
I miss not giving a fuck.
I'm only human and
I can never have enough.
Like some Evil Dead, am I happy?
I don't wanna give a fuck,
I miss the way the world was
in my head before I thought.
The other side of the deal
I'd missed is the veil is lifted
yet nothing makes sense.
Left behind in a vacuum
I'd get loose every chance I'd get,
trippy noose on the neck of a festy kid.
Let me live.
Now I see clear, get out of my seat
and let me sin.
This sad puppet's gonna
break the strings.
Like some Evil Dead, am I happy?
Am I still in here?
Can I be happy with you?
Shit, you're nothing without me.
All your clout after turning
life around was me.
By now your friends
would be mourning
without the sound of an elegy.
Mr. business man, Mr. artisan,
this artist can't exist
without this switch that
I wrote in your soul.
That night in a crowd you saw
a black hole or a devil in plain skin.
I stepped in.
You think you made me? Maybe.
But now I reign king and
we're better for it.
This land of the lost is a lush forest.
Change is important, last I checked
you were for it.
Fuck getting lost in the stars
like you lost yourself.
Let me help take reigns
on this love of self.
I'm no devil, no misleading demon
I'm just on a level
no meeting needed
'til you want it.
You were lost and alone
and now I'm on it.
You are not haunted.
I wanna show you how to feel again.
You will hurt. You will learn.
You will be happy.



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