In Between (feat. JayDay)

I'll never change
Confused and dazed
My feelings strange everyday
Never awake
I guess I'll fake and stay the same
Covered in grey
I feel the sway but I'll just walk away
To show I'm not okay
Well I'm fine
I like the way I'm living it's my life
Everytime you ask me I just feel sick
So I'm busy on the grind
Ease my mind
Spend some money waste my time
Til I find I'm stuck in the in between this time

I have to go I have to leave
We'll never know I guess we'll see
Was in a dream now we're caught
In between
I have to go I have to leave
We'll never know I guess we'll see
Was in a dream now we're caught
In between

I feel this tug on my heart
I think I need a new start
I try to hide all I got
It feel like you see every part
Am I feeling shame I cannot explain
This weight on my brain and this guilt from my stains
It making me think that maybe I can change
It making me think that maybe I can change
I know that this way that I'm living
Does not honor you so I gotta be different
A slave to my sin yeah the bondage is heavy
I can't up and leave I don't think I am ready
Will you help me start
Can you pick up my shards
My life just feels broken it's all torn apart
But I still feel your heart
Your love that your showing
Your blood that was flowing
My sin had me caught but I think I am going
Down to the altar where you first met me
You are my father won't you come get me
I gotta leave even though I can't see
The other side so I'm just trusting thee
My faith is in you will you help me get through
I don't really know but I think I will go
I'm so confused what should I do
I fall on my knees and give it all to you

I wanna go I wanna leave
And now I know I was asleep
Called on his name
He answered me
And I'm no longer in between
I wanna go I wanna leave
And now I know I was asleep
Called on his name
He answered me
And I'm no longer in between

Left or the right
How 'bout between
Living this life feel like a dream
They say the teamwork
That make the dreamwork
That's not reality life that I'm living
Don't even ask me that none of your business
Look at the sky, pray to my lord
Hoping he give me this word
To give to his people they really need you
I be going down the narrow path looking left and right
There ain't no one else, there ain't no one else
I've been by myself, by myself
In the lowliest moment You step down
Gave you my heart and you hold it
All the ugly I show it
You put my sin on your shoulders I don't deserve it
But now its all for your glory
Walk out the story you wrote me
I will proclaim that your holy
That you love the world
I'm changed in you and now made new

I had to go I had to leave
I once was blind but now I see
He broke my chains he set me free
And now in Christ I am complete
I had to go I had to leave
I once was blind but now I see
He broke my chains he set me free
And now in Christ I am complete

Oh I am complete
Oh I am complete
In Christ I'm complete woah