Blueprints

If you believe it I just didn't know what to wear
But if you give me one more minute I'll be there
All of the time it's taking up just to let go
I'm getting confident in things that I don't know
And if you do not recognize what's on T.V. that's sweet
I'm caring less and less of what you think of me
I'm tuning out the channels that go through my mind
Every once in a while so I can get by

If we swear that this is all we ever wanted to be
I'll come down
It's wearing out the top of my head
And I'm overwhelmed
I'm throwing on collecting all the colors of air
There's never enough minutes in the seconds of our lives
To make up my mind

I'd be an idiot
If I let you go without a kiss
In your thoughts it's like I'm still undressed
How would you feel
On the top of the world I'm in
Like a doll needing oxygen
To feel all of the state I'm in in heels

If it was something that I said I don't mean it
I know it takes a while
I won't be giving in again
I'm going through the lessons on repeat
I'm messing up with us like every other week
I'll make it up to you if you consider it
I know a place where we can start over again
It might be closer to the house than I expect
You won't feel comfortable
And I can understand
You wanna go outside of your head

If we swear that this is all we ever wanted to be
I'll come down
It's wearing out the top of my head
And I'm overwhelmed
I'm throwing on collecting all the colors of air
There's never enough minutes in the seconds of our lives
To make up my mind

I'd be an idiot
If I let you go without a kiss
In your thoughts it's like I'm still undressed
How would you feel
On the top of the world I'm in
Like a doll needing oxygen
To feel all of the state I'm in in heels