For You

I know I only talk about the bad times but
It's kind of hard to see the good when your life sucks
Kind of hard to escape when the doors shut
On the floor stuck it's your brake pedal
And they don't feel your pain gotta speak Braille
Gotta derail
The train yo self
Cause if they hurt you
Then it's pain times twelve
And that equation helped you
Save yo self
If you want to know the reason
You won't ever receive it
That's a double entendre
A metaphor for the grieving
A metal heart for the pieces
That were broken and lost
You'd think I was tossed
Inside of the ocean
Surrounded by sharks
I want to talk about the good times but
I don't know where to start

I guess a broken heart bleeds pain though
Tried to give me a coat but I stayed cold
My emotions cut off
I know that you prayed that I'd grow soft
But the truth is
I just couldn't admit I was lonely
I couldn't tell you I was hurting
Like I promise I'm fine
Please just give me a moment
I promise I'm growing
I promise I'm changing
I promised these things but I never changed it
Now we've both end up hurt
I bet you probably worse
Cause you never meant what I meant to you
And that's such a strong statement
But it's time that I face it
Love and let go
But if you let go then don't chase them