Inner Demons/Battle Within

Please pick up your phone
I need you right now
Hey I can't come to the phone right now
So please leave a message and I'll get back to you

Damn I've been drinking
And I don't know why I'm even leaving this voice message
Wonder how to doing
Maybe its because it's the closest I'll ever get to you
Close to you
Maybe you might not even listen
I've been lost in my thoughts and I've been thinking a lot about my well being lately
And I'm not ok
Not ok
I'm not afraid to say it
I'm not afraid to say I'm lost without you here so lost
Things have been so crazy for me
Trying to find peace
Trying to find me
Trying find happiness
And trying become something
Someone and not be a failure
I hope you notice
But I got to do it for me
I always think about you
And wonder how you are
At night when I'm in my room
Is when it hits me the most
The laughs
The smiles
The cries
Your face
The memories
I miss you dearly
So bad
Hope you are doing well
And hope you call me back
This is Jarred
Take Care
Handle with care

Hope you handle with care, yeah
Because I can't be there
I gave you my all
It wasn't enough
I loved you so well
I know you can tell
I've been chasing this cash
I've been chasing this money
Yeah either the girl or the world
Either the girl or the world
Who do I choose
I know I gotta treat me better
Yeah I gotta do better
Ah yeah I gotta handle with care
Because you weren't there
All times that I thought you were, yeah
I gave you all of me girl
And all my madness
But I had to love me first
To understand my worth
I was jaded
I was so faded
This might be my last girl
This might be my last
So please listen
I need you right now

I don't know where I'm going yeah
I need you in my aura
Please don't leave my side
Please don't leave my life



Credits
Writer(s): Jarred Woodard
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