Prayer

Every rapper makes a song about God
But my oh my god
It's really hard
To take it to heart
But...

I'm just feeling lonely
The feeling is only
Ideal
When I walk away
From God
To pray another day
Let me betray
Myself
Slay and pay the piper
Hyper viper
And I dare you
Too, blew, flew
Too high
Like Icarus
Bright like Arcturus
Polyamorous
Couple
Bringing trouble
Popping their bubble
Of space
Like, "Ace, I'm not feeling it
It's starting to feel like shit
Why cant you commit
Yourself to just me?"
They're open like the sea
But feeling the tree
Open their emotions
Like an ocean
Roaring through the storm
Cheating in their dorm
Feeling lonely
But it's only
Their first relationship
Cut the shit

Is it good or bad
Am I a comrade
Are we strong?
Like what they had?
What is wrong?
Tell me already
Im unsteady
And ready
To know
Although
Moving like a shadow
Wading through the shallow
End of the pool
Feeling cool
Without you

Are you going insane?
What are you saying?
Repeat that again
Im not leaving a stain
On the carpet
Sticking to the tarpit
Leaving you for granted
Not while you chanted
"Free choice for us all"
And I call

Angel after angel, falling down
From heaven, with a frown
While you wear your crown
And kick Satan out of town
Spinning and spinning around
A circle
Down the drain
Writing in my journal
The journey I've had
Dressed up in clad
Working like a nomad
That didn't sound too bad
But now I have to deal with you
Motherfucker
Like a semi trucker, keeping my eyes open with 20/20 vision
You swerve and I move
Right passed ya
Incoming from the left
Like a master
Pushing you and
Moving faster
Like thrasher
A pastor slashing
And bashing
His head through the wall
Giving my all
Punching his ball
Sack

Fuck, what are we talkin' about?
Blowing shit out my snout
Treading carefully, a scout
And I doubt
That you'll act out
After this Rhythm
Algorithm, comes to an end
And I bend
Your ass over
Rover

Fuck society
Giving me anxiety
Worsening my sobriety
Destroying my propriety
That you created
And I ate it
Her cake
Remember
If you don't sin
Jesus died for nothing
You bluffing, and bumping, and crashing and dumping
More souls just to die
Whats the deal with the lies?
I'm tired of asking and cutting and huffing and stuffing
My tongue down my own throat
Hoe

Oh, did you get hurt?
Why don't you imagine my pain from the first verse
Why don't you just help out those kids out there, squirt
Why don't you just listen to the meaning behind the word
Why do you teach us to be alert
But obey and pray and lay and pay the church
Now im being serious
Delirious
Mysterious
And I'm done
Cuz none of you
Or all of you
Can't begin

To realize how deep in this we really are
Stuck at the bottom because of a star
Melting away our lives
Burning the cigar
And cutting us with knives
What do we do in the afterlifes
What do we do when its all over?
Wait for a four leaf clover to turnover
And crossover the realm of the dead
Leaving us ahead
Laying on our death bed
Watching the bloodshed

Whoa, I got deep again
It's time to relax this campaign
Shit, a Coffee stain
And I refrain