Wasted Condoms

I just wanted love

You asked me to come over
I was scared, but I said "yes"
I went and bought some condoms
Expecting what comes next
With shaking hands, I knock on the door
Knowing I haven't done this before
Anticipation kills me
But still leaves me wanting more

I wanted to feel you
Feel your love inside my heart
Then I started to need you
And that's when this all fell apart

I'd like to think I didn't waste my time
With wasted condoms, wasted lives
Now you're gone, I drown in pain
You're still inside, you hate the rain
The condoms lie within my purse
I know from here, it just gets worse
I wasted months on you
Wasted love on you

Now that I got closer
I feel more comfortable with you
But you don't feel the same and
There's nothing I can do
You said we still can't just be friends
There's not much left that we could mend
Heartbreak just might kill me
But it would be one hell of an end

Wanted you to love me
But I'm left to fall apart
Wonder if we'll meet again
You stomped my beating heart

I think that I wasted my time
Wasted condoms, wasted lives
Now you're gone, I drown in pain
You're still inside, you hate the rain
The condoms lie within my purse
I know from here it just gets worse
I wasted months on you
Wasted trust on you

We never even got to use them
I bet you're still doing great
We never even got to use them
We only made it to month eight
We never even got to use them
What could I have done different
I was the one thing that was used

I know that I wasted my time
On wasted condoms, wasted lives
Now you're gone, I drown in pain
You're still inside, you hate the rain
The condoms lie within my purse
I know from here, it just gets worse
Wasted eight months on you
Wasted my heart on you