Voices

Voices in my head man keep telling me to hide
Keep telling me to lie, keep telling me to die
I need therapy to come set me free, I need a remedy tonight
Will you stay with me tonight, be there for me tonight
Oh my oh my, oh my oh my, I can hear the voices
Oh why oh why, oh why oh why? I can feel the poison
You can see it in my choices, know this ain't me
No this ain't me, won't you come and save me

Oh my oh my, will I survive? I can't let em destroy me
Fake friends trynna avoid me, and that type of shit annoys me
Cos at the darkest moments we hardly spoken
We ain't done enough and now the bond is broken
When times are rough I'm the guy to trust
Cos I'm down to ride help you keep your focus
Can't stay in solace, too much solitude
Could ruin you or promote the hate
If you don't stop to communicate
How the fuck can we know what you're thinking
Second thoughts imma keep all my secrets inside all the while
I've been smoking and drinking, letting the alcohol sink in the system
I'm feeling lost sinking in into the system
Say I'm a boss try to get my point across
But I'm already lost I'm in sync with the system
I'll die before I see my trinity missing
Process my past to gain wisdom too
Grow deep inside like a wisdom tooth
Gotta fight through the pain, forget my past it's rife full of shame
Partying hard on the weekend
Dive in the the deep trynna drown that noise
Surrounded by my boys
And I still hear that voice
You know the one that feeds on anxiety
That shit's juts a lie to me, I'll be damned if I ever let the other side
Ruin this life for me it's time I leave these
Voices in my head man keep telling me to hide
Keep telling me to lie, keep telling me to die
I need therapy to come set me free, I need a remedy tonight
Will you stay with me tonight, be there for me tonight
Oh my oh my, oh my oh my, I can hear the voices
Oh why oh why, oh why oh why? I can feel the poison
You can see it in my choices, know this ain't me
No this ain't me, won't you come and save me
I show so much love til you see my heart bleed
Do you really have a soul, do you really know how to keep it real
These days strangers come in disguised as mates
So they don't know how to keep it real
Then I come through hair long all chill
Let you know the deal give a real nigga feel
Came from the south where the real niggas killed
To even make it out took exceptional skill
But the stresses could kill
I swear when I was broke I had way more fun
All I needed was loved ones, day ones how I miss them
Dead ones how we miss them, life's hard
But we gotta grind hard for the mission
Bringing in the paper for the crew no commission
Showing all the youngers how to move no shipping
Never had a dad fuckboy went missing
Mum was the man of the house where I was risen
Generation just like mine respect women
2021 in sight with clear vision
But I'm still growing I hope I'm forgiven
Ready to die once I've really done living
Through ups and downs you can see I stay driven
Took ups and downs but them pills had me slipping
Into submission I never listened
Til it's addiction I always give in
I need to get out, I need to forfeit the feeling I get
Out of dealing with problems by smoking a ton and I'm
Losing my conscience, chasing the noises I think that they're monsters
Drown out the noises I know I can't function
Slip me a Xanax or sutting, ecstasy pill for that balance
Voices in my head man
And now I'm feeling like a dead mean oohwoah
Voices in my head man
And now I'm feeling like a dead mean oohwoah
Voices in my head man
And now I'm feeling like a dead mean oohwoah
Voices in my head man
And now I'm feeling like a dead mean oohwoah