A Dream I Had

It was just another rotation
As I pass it to the left
It may have been to the right this time
But frankly I forget, and
The next thing that I remember
I was walking through my head
Deep into my thoughts one foot in
Front of the next I might have to catch a
Trip down memory lane, as I'm walking
Past all my fucking mistakes they said
Further down the road or so they've
Been told there's an older man who
Shares my name
And it made me think
I approached him we came face to face
I couldn't really think of anything to say
He said

Oh my god look around and round
So many things have changed
I've been watching y'all play these games
For a half a fucking decade
I am not in the mood
I don't know about you but I
Think that we all need a bit of the truth
I guess I gotta come and lay it on you
You guessed right, keeping shit
Loose when the pressure is tight
Y'all gonna do what the fuck you
Want to, imma do me bitch I'm living
My life
And I'm doing fine

Huh, I Thought that was odd
Can you tell is this real or not?
I read the writing on the wall and
Now I can't move cause my legs are gone
What the fuck
Deep into sleep when the nightmares come
Dealing with these delusions has
Proven to be tough but this was not one
He told me to sit down as I did I
Took a look around
Nobody else but him and me
Game of chess in the middle really set
The scene he seemed very eager to speak to me
I was about to ask a question when
He told me just listen please

Just listen please, it is important to me that
You know things are not what they seem
Inside of your mind you always be king
Unfortunately you will never be free and
That's just what I mean
What the fuck are you talking about?
I'm talking about days spent at your house
Hiding from that shit that you couldn't figure out
Now look at you
Your fate is inescapable
Please tell me what you're gonna do
Imma think about it then ill make my move
That's ok, tell me what did you do today
Not much cause I procrastinate
Damn what a really sad thing to say
Time is a beautiful thing to waste
Don't make the same mistakes that
I have made
I've wasted years and I've wasted days
I've wasted my life things will never change
By the way its checkmate
What is your name
I am you
Just listen I am speaking the truth
I have something to say bruh
My word play is A1
The shit you talk is shameful
You are just a hater, this is gonna be
Painful, love me sooner or later
If you like it or not on my way
To the top and fuck using the elevator
Logan is dead
Somebody else is inside of his head
All of streets will be running with red
He is a madman what will he do next
Take a guess
Am I murdering all of these beats to handle my stress
Yes

I am awake but somehow
I cannot move
Too afraid I forgot what the fuck to do
Not even alive just stuck in a loop
And just wondering why my life is
Broken in two

I feel like i'm living a lie
Or i'm stuck in a dream
What the fuck does that even mean