questions at 6:53AM

I don't give a Fuck if you're just friends
It's punishing to see you buddy buddy with the one who left you numb and bloody
Fuck you
Don't come and touch me and
Say it's nothing when he's the one who's
Running through your mind every time that you're cumming
Don't you lie I'm not judging

Just wondering what you still text him for but to cut me
You've been showing me your ugly I guess good and bad are above me
I put it past you when you rub me funny
The sun is coming up but sure enough I'm crunching numbers on loving you
Is it worth it cause it doesn't feel like you even love me

I don't think you do at all
Cause it's straight to message every effort wasted when I'd call
You'd be my November 2nd for the 3rd time I would fall
But at the end if you were gone
My birth is pointless
No tomorrow

You've been borrowing my heart too many times
You might as well keep it
I think you got a secret
I need to hear it
Did you tweet it
Is that where you keep it
Cause I'll search every mention for meanings until I'm feining for reasons to leave

I often wondered if you'd follow me under
Instead of parting from my ways the day you find a new summer
You always hated the winter
That's why I try not to be cold to you
But it gets harder when I feel like I don't know the truth
I had no reason to be anything but close to you but
There's a voice inside my head that said there's something to expose from you

I notice you've chosen unspoken tokens of affection
And can't help but focus on poking holes in your motives

Neglected
I'm hopeless
I text you
Left open
I'm stressing
It's over
Questioning if I should test this but
Neglected
And hopeless
I text you
Left open
Now I'm stressing
Pulling over
Got one question
Is it over
Is it over