Like It Really Matters

Might've told ya
It's a small thing
But I'm still holding on
I don't wanna sweat the small things
But I can't move on like nothing's wrong
Paid for mistakes
Thought we're good
Then it breaks
The pain follows
And it won't let go
Spin me around
Drive my heart through the ground
I said I'm sorry
Like it really matters now

Oh, I can't pretend that I
Didn't notice how you stared me down
Like I haven't proved I'm on your side
What else can I do to make you satisfied?
Laid my heart out on the line
I've apologized a couple thousand times
Can you help me understand the why?
Like it really matters

I like you
I love you
I'm sorry
We chewed it all up
Calamari
I stay working through all of my worry
The vision is clear
And it used to be blurry
Can we be authentic and open to friendship?
At times a mistake can reveal the intention
Down in the trenches
We jumping dimensions
Can we get a chance at redemption?
Now release the tension

Oh, I can't pretend that I
Didn't notice how you stared me down
Like I haven't proved I'm on your side
What else can I do to make you satisfied?
I laid my heart out on the line
I've apologized a couple thousand times
Could you help me understand the why?
Like it really matters
Oh yeah
Does it really matter?

Who knows what we were doing?
The truth can be confusing
You were me
And I was you-ing
Life like a mirror dance
Fearless, free + hella fine
Don't give up
Just hold the line
You are enough and so am I
Why we acting serious?

I don't even know what's real anymore
All I know is that I'm crying on the bathroom floor
And I'm lying
Lying if I don't say I'm dying
I'm dying to be free
Cause it doesn't matter
Free!

Oh I can't pretend that I
Didn't notice how you stared me down
Like I haven't proved I'm on your side
What else can I do to make you satisfied?
I laid my heart out on the line
I've apologized a couple thousand times
Could you help me understand the why?
Like it really matters

Ooh waaahh



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Writer(s): Judah Frank
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