Despair

Over and over I'm finding myself alone
But I'm quiet to the core
Another joint got me stoned
Are you alone?
I know what it's like to fake it
When life tries fucking you knowing you gotta take it

You're not alone
I'm just a few digits reach
Dial the number to my line
There's no limit to my speech
I try to keep the peace
If your wondering, I love you
Were just humans in this life
And I pray to the skies above you

You're so above me and baby I cannot fly there
I take a seat and start staring into my nightmares
I see the same dirty mirror (The same one)
The face in the glass
Doesn't ever get clearer

So whose suppose to know the real truth
I close my eyes that's the proof this is gods groove
So I sit and make melodies
My past can't escape me
Applications got felonies

Am I staring at the rope and the chair
Am I doomed to be cooped in this gloom and despair
Will I ever find truth in this mountain of lies
Will my life be a novel at the end of my ride
Will I ever settle down will I call you my wife
Will my life be an image of things I've done right
Will you listen to these words and maybe carry my tune
I hope you visit when I pass and you polish my tomb

It's life and death
Some people pray for the latter
I wish 'em well in this world cause everyone you matter
I know it's hard to be free when the chains are heavy
When the weight off all your debt is ready to break the levy

But we all must persist and acknowledge the risk
Feel the flow all your chi through your palms and your fist
I hope we all take a ride into paradise
Preparing for The great gig in the sky

I'm only asking for forgiveness
From the harm that I caused
I promise y'all I'm moving on
Without your cheer or applause
I'll take the silence
My heart is hurt I'm bringing the gauze
It's bleeding from the pain of loss
But this Is life and that's the cost

So I roll with it
And I suggest you do the same
Your time is running out
But don't let it drive you insane
Find the peace in the middle
And stay away from the hate
Show your neighborhood some love
While we were waiting for fate

Am I staring at the rope and the chair
Am I doomed to be cooped in this gloom and despair
Will I ever find truth in this mountain of lies
Will my life be a novel at the end of my ride
Will I ever settle down will I call you my wife
Will my life be an image of things I've done right
Will you listen to these words and maybe carry my tune
I hope you visit when I pass and you polish my tomb
Am I staring at the rope and the chair
Am I doomed to be cooped in this gloom and despair
Will I ever find truth in this mountain of lies
Will my life be a novel at the end of my ride
Will I ever settle down will I call you my wife
Will my life be an image of things I've done right
Will you listen to these words and maybe carry my tune
I hope you visit when I pass and you polish my tomb



Credits
Writer(s): Carlos Perez
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