My Last Breakdown

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It's been a minute since we've been in this state of mind
I know you're scared to buckle up but now its time to ride
Lock all the doors and turn the key until it starts to drive
Shut all the windows tint is dark you can't see what's inside
Abandonment is what we dealt with at our youngest age
Parents got divorced we haven't even been the same
I'm like a puzzle piece that doesn't fit and out of place
I'm like the black sheep of the family trying to find a way
But I am lost and I hold everything up on the inside
And what's the cost of screaming when you do not hear all my cries
Oh what's the point of dreaming if you can not feel in real life
Yeah what's the point of demons if a spark just doesn't ignite
Into flames into flames
Aint the same ain't the same
Yeah I'm lost up in my way
Yeah I know I haven't changed
Heaven won't open their gates
Bible can't get through a page
A human that's filled up with rage
A mind that is nearly insane
A person that just wants to help cause I'm going through hell and I went off a path that was paved
I guess it's my fault
I guess it's my fault
I will take the blame for the problems that I caused
Take out my eyeballs
Replace them with yours
To see from my side
And I ain't talking cars
When I say you'll go for a ride
(Kyle i understand)
No you don't shut up
(Please just take my hand)
I'm going 6 feet under
(Don't be afraid of this)
I just need my mother
(Your life's a precious gift)
Wait who's talking
(Your guardian angel is)
How did you find me
(You were born with it)
Please just help me
(Drop the gun to live)
That's when I put it down looked around
Seeing life a little bit better I almost smiled
Haha that was almost
I was so close
I just don't know
That was cinco
Almost 6 now
Almost 6 wow
Almost 6 down
Suicide has got a hold of me
I know it's hard to understand I can't explain it totally
It's poetry without profanity Compare me to NF that is insanity
It's not a diss but comparisons are literally killing me

This is my last breakdown
This is my last breakdown
This is my last suicidal bipolar episode this is my last this is this is
My last breakdown
This is my last breakdown
This is my last suicidal bipolar episode this is my last this is this is
My last breakdown
This is my last breakdown
This is my last suicidal bipolar episode this is my breakdown

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Writer(s): Kyle Penrod
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