Losses

Spilt coffee and cigarettes
Bleeding pens, my papers wet
Tear stains, my blurred words
Testify that my truth hurts
Drugs and lies, I let em in
Cause I heard they heal like medicine
Plans awry with mice and men
So I write my life and I bask in sin
Graduated and became an addict
In dark knights, my capers padded
Up all night, I'm cinematic
Chasing money, I never had it
Generational discourse
We still estranged, and lack remorse
My substances is a recourse
To calm the war like a peace force
Or so I thought, I slow my thought
How was I raised, how was I taught
Lies heal, but hell is hot
So pick your burden, and pick a plot
When things good, I talk a lot
But now I'm silent, and now they're not
So ironic, you'd think they stop
But I let em talk, ya I let em talk

Towel waving I've been estranged and
Life moving it's kinda strange when
All my life, loss been a norm
Hide myself in better form
Set course and brave the storm
Then hold on just a little more
Then hold on just a little more
Set course and I brave the storm

They tell me life is a luxury
I laugh a little, like look at me
Then tell me loss is a luxury
I miss my fam and it fucks with me
Skype rarely, I'm an absentee
What the hell has become of me
My sister miss me, she full of hope
I miss the tropics, I hate I'm broke
Nana bed ridden, had a stoke
Been seven years since and we barely spoke
The dust collected, I'm off a rope
I pack the pipe and I hold the choke
I skip the topics and crack a joke
I'm always high, and I always smoke
Heading down hill, life's a slope
My life embodies a meta trope
Lord willing met better folk
The fam I had, that shit a joke
My mother's husband, no step dad
If he hate it, good, get mad
Give a fuck, bitch, I'm forlorn
My drunken rage is like pop corn
Burn the bridges with hot scorn
It's over now but I'm so torn

Towel waving I've been estranged and
Life moving it's kinda strange when
All my life, loss been a norm
Hide myself in better form
Set course and brave the storm
Then hold on just a little more
Then hold on just a little more
Set course and I brave the storm



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Writer(s): Daryl Attrill
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