House

Childhood used to seem
Like a such a breeze
Smiles our our faces
Ears touching cheeks
Up to cheeky business
Playing house
Now I'm 18 and wonder
Will I leave my mum's house
Before 24
Lot responsibilities
I've ignored
Can't afford to do that shit
Anymore
Gotta wake up
Before 4
In the afternoon
Gotta work
Make money
And Invest in you
Those my mothers words
She don't want me
Ending up
Like her
In hers 40s
Unsure
Of where to be
In the world
Truth is I don't know
Since little kids
We were told
By 18 you should
Have a plan
Chiseled in stone
Now I shiver
Stone cold
When I hear that
Cause I don't
Got a plan
And I don't know
How to react
To people asking me
What I want to be
What I want to do
How you gonna
Make money
In Check
Make your move

Keen eye
Behind a lens
Still can't
See ahead
How do I
Turn my dream
Into a life
Well spent
Right now
I don't know
And I get
Quite upset
Cause I still
Don't know
Who I wanna
Be yet
Writing Raps
To express
Struggles
And the stress
Ain't a
Gym freak
But but this a heavy
Weight on my chest
Stomach
Cramping up
Hell of a lot
To digest
Need a laxative
For this shit
I feel
Like a mess

Childhood used to seem
Like a such a breeze
Smiles our our faces
Ears touching cheeks
Up to cheeky business
Playing house
Now I wonder
How the hell
I'm gonna
Move out

A Lot
To think about
In my head
There's a bout
Between my
Fantasy thoughts
And my
Rational doubts
Life's about
Taking risks
Learning from em
Figure out
How to change
And adapt
To what's coming
Next move
Next round

In the new day
Break away
Break a leg
Break a sweat
Break the mold
Make change
Gain respect
Life's not
Queens gambit
Or game of chess
But we move
To gain
Advantages
Like fame
Health
And a check

I'm checking
In With
Myself on
The daily
Making sure
It's smooth sailing
Feeling Wavy
And if I'm not
Figure out
How to turn
180
Get back
On track
Like the Hogwarts
Express
Baby
Aye



Credits
Writer(s): Jake Seabourne
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