That one party last year...

2AM, my head's on fire
Beer bottles on my white shirt
I just need more than your lighter
Cuz it's late and we're both hurt

Stumbled out into the street, my ride's a no show
Chasing out after me, it's time to go home

Burnt lungs swallowing fear
Heads turned don't leave me here
At that one party last year

It always takes me back in my head to a time when your knuckles were on my cheeks
And I just bury things that leave me crazed and sad and haunt me

Your friend's talking you up like you paid them to
Asking where I would be if I didn't have you
Must be sleeping, dreaming to think you made me
She's throwing up, overdosing, I don't wanna be here

What if there's awkward silence
And we end up caring
If we all go down
And I can't hold my breath
What if these walls were paper
And we could ignore them
What if all we wanted
Was all we had

You're saying 'It's my birthday, tell me you love me
Even if you might be mad'
But we threw words at each other
I would never take back



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Writer(s): Joshua Tavares
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