Best U Had (Arbitrary) [feat. Annika Carlson]

(Woah, chill Jake)

What's real is way more explicit and consistent than this
And things would turn out rather different in my visions of this
Ponder you and I's differing descriptions of this
And think of why we're coexistent as is

Yeah, I'm outstretched like my benefit of the doubt go
But every song ends, and every album has outro's
I'm into depth and my personality's outgrowth
With genuine ideologies, some never mouth those
The picture perfect sky change in the midwest
No filter needed, but my sight is of a vignette
'Cause truth lies in the midwest
I'm tryna tell myself to take it in step

What's real is way more explicit and consistent than this
And things would turn out rather different in my visions of this
Ponder you and I's differing descriptions of this
And think of why we're coexistent as is, yeah
What's real is way more explicit and consistent than this
I wonder what it is I'm missing in this
Like plain sights what it's hidden amidst, yeah
That's when the arbitrary rolls in, I feel the shift

I find it crazy, you were in the wrong and made me pay
You took my love and all my time and threw it in my face
You acted like the victim, sat on your mighty throne
But with your massive ego, don't come back when you're alone
Tell myself, "some people never change"
So my love, for someone else, I will save
There is nothing left for you to say
All my love for you has gone away

I gave you all I had
You made our love go bad
Put you before myself
I was the best you had
But I won't fight for you
'Cause you were never true
You wouldn't meet me half
Swear I ain't even mad

Whatever happens, happens, and it's supposed to
My affirmations affirming themselves as go to's
Came a long way from telling myself
"Acceptance is the present, it should; be it the misunderstood
People shake and get shook, and no, they can't stay for good
But if they wanted, they would, that's the cold truth
Everybody looks out the window until there's no view
Put your future in someone's hands, it will mold you"
Ever changing's the maze that I'm coming down off
Curious if the phrases I say can sound wrong
The past chase me like Texas most wanted outlaw
Thing's come back around, but for how long?
Baby, how long?

I gave you all I had
You made our love go bad
Put you before myself
I was the best you had
But I won't fight for you
'Cause you were never true
You wouldn't meet me half
Swear I ain't even mad

All my love for you has gone away
All my love for you has gone away
All my love for you has gone away
All my love for you has gone away

What's real is way more explicit and consistent than this
And things would turn out rather different in my visions of this
Ponder you and I's differing descriptions of this
And think of why we're coexistent as is, yeah
What's real is way more explicit and consistent than this
I wonder what it is I'm missing in this
Like plain sights what it's hidden amidst, yeah
That's when the arbitrary rolls in, I feel the shift