Pity Party
I always sit back and tell myself that
I fell in love with you
But in reality, it was just the person that I thought you were
All the times you screwed me over
I just had to convince myself
You don't really mean it
It was just a cry for help
You contradict yourself
Bad for my mental health
Says a lot about you
Won't give you all my time
Slip in and out my mind
I'm good without you
This time I'm not throwing a pity party
Fuck that, no excuse, hell I'm not sorry
Why should I settle for a boy?
That I don't need
This time I'm not throwing a pity party
All that's too confused, it's not your story
I've got my freedom to enjoy
Cause I don't carry your ghosts with me
If I could take back the times that we had
Things would be easier
I remember all the times till 3 just on the line thinking honestly I should've slept
I'm not the one who's meant to fix you
Boy, I'm not your therapist
The red flags you walked me through
Aren't mine anymore to miss
I'm better for myself
Don't need anybody else
Says a lot about me
I'll give me all my time
My priorities in line
Won't ever doubt me
This time I'm not throwing a pity party
Fuck that, no excuse, hell I'm not sorry
Why should I settle for a boy?
That I don't need
This time I'm not throwing a pity party
All that's too confused, it's not your story
I've got my freedom to enjoy
Cause I don't carry your ghosts with me
I fell in love with you
But in reality, it was just the person that I thought you were
All the times you screwed me over
I just had to convince myself
You don't really mean it
It was just a cry for help
You contradict yourself
Bad for my mental health
Says a lot about you
Won't give you all my time
Slip in and out my mind
I'm good without you
This time I'm not throwing a pity party
Fuck that, no excuse, hell I'm not sorry
Why should I settle for a boy?
That I don't need
This time I'm not throwing a pity party
All that's too confused, it's not your story
I've got my freedom to enjoy
Cause I don't carry your ghosts with me
If I could take back the times that we had
Things would be easier
I remember all the times till 3 just on the line thinking honestly I should've slept
I'm not the one who's meant to fix you
Boy, I'm not your therapist
The red flags you walked me through
Aren't mine anymore to miss
I'm better for myself
Don't need anybody else
Says a lot about me
I'll give me all my time
My priorities in line
Won't ever doubt me
This time I'm not throwing a pity party
Fuck that, no excuse, hell I'm not sorry
Why should I settle for a boy?
That I don't need
This time I'm not throwing a pity party
All that's too confused, it's not your story
I've got my freedom to enjoy
Cause I don't carry your ghosts with me
Credits
Writer(s): Laila Badaro
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