Throw Myself Away

My mind goes so fast
I'm just tryna slow it down
I know I give the impression
That I'm independent
But I need a body right now

Giddy up
Give me a crush
But it's never enough
I need the rush

You see I get validation as soon as I get naked
I know I should treat me sacred
But secretly I'm praying
That would make it into daylight
But they only love me when it's nighttime

I throw myself into other boy's arms
Just to get over the other one
I throw myself away and break my heart
To get over the love that died
I don't know why I try, I try
I don't know why I try

When true love don't last
I get drunk and I run around town
I squeeze myself into dresses
Get real obsessive
I'm not his possession
I'm out

Giddy up
Tell me I'm lush
Make a real big fuss
Pretend that it's love

You see I get so frustrated
And I text him and I hate it
I should lower my expectations
But secretly I'm praying
That he'll come on over tonight
Say he's sorry and that everything is alright

I throw myself into other boy's arms
Just to get over the other one
I throw myself away and break my heart
To get over the love that died

I don't know why I try, I try
I don't know why I try
I don't know why I try, I try
I don't know why I try
I don't know why I try, I try
I don't know why
I...

Give me some love
Give me some love
Give me some love tonight
Give me some love
Give me some love
Give me some love tonight

I throw myself into other boy's arms
Just to get over the other one
I throw myself away and break my heart
To get over the love that died

I don't know why I try, I try
I don't know why I try
I don't know why I try, I try
I don't know why I try

I try
I don't know why I try
I try, and try, and try
I...