Through the Vents

Let me tell you what I'm feeling
It's more like a god than anything in my fulfillment
You can see he serious in his eyes
Almost like why even test that boy please stop don't even try
First off let me put this pain on display
Talking to you is like healing up in it's own way
I came away from reality they call me crazy
I came here like right that's
I promise all this money I'm getting never change me
I promise all the girls I'm getting never play me
Through the vents open up to you
With a calm extravagant open mind candid design to you
I gotta say part of me died when I lost my uncle
Hospital bed I whispered to his dead body I love you
And pretty please look after your nephew unc
And watch over me in these times that's rough that's a must
I got a lot of shit built up like bubble guts
I think I reached my boiling point I'm bubbling up uh uh
Look let me get vulnerable for a second
Hip hop saved me from going deep into depression
I been in this game too long made a animal
I'm searching what big said that he wrote down his manual uh
Fuck this I'm like fuck ya'll niggas
I'm done playing gotta show ya'll whose that nigga
Growing up momma said to me to read the bible
Go to church worship jesus as the idol
The idols I grew up on was all drug dealers gang bangers
Thinking I be like them what a shame huh
I guess it all boils down how I does it
Whether it's up to me & my energy
It's sorta like the man here code name
Niggas I ain't mad at you I'm just talking to ya
Rappers they talk up yeah I know what they saying
Jabs that you throwing out here really ain't phasing.