ASHES

How does it feel after burning and all I have it's ashes
When things a broken to much to hurt me picking all the glasses
I'm fighting with myself and why do I keep tryna mask it
Am I expressing how I'm feeling or should I just trash this

Maybe I been smoking way to long
I need to pass it
Maybe I shouldn't hold this way to long till I brake the casquet
I keep playing with my mind i don't find a way to gas it
This is when my ego dies and I go out without a jacket

I'm still dreaming that one day I can make a smash hit
I wish things start going finally the way I planed it
I have to stop burning sticks before this gets too drastic
I have to stop this negativity before it becomes my habit

Get out of my mind and disappear from my own planet
Happiness it's all calculated so I need a new gadget
Looks like the more you dumb the more good you attracting
The more realistic you behave raw shit will come like a magnet

Cause sometimes I just want a reason to be bad
Cause sometimes you just want a reason to be good
Cause sometimes I just want a reason to look back
Look back to every time I said if I should or if I could

Cause sometimes I just want a reason to be bad
Cause sometimes you just want a reason to be good
Cause sometimes I just want a reason to look back
Look back to every time I said if I should or if I could

Beefing for some problems looking again inside in the gabinete
I know you mad but I respect you cause you passionate
You can blame me, or you, maybe make it look like an accident
But Joe It's Only you the one with bad Management

Shut up cause we know how you make us feel whit abandonment
You don't like to be alone cause our head start to feel habitant
Cause I feel like you treat us like we're a contaminant
But we feel that maybe you should be more compassionate

You love to say you smart and use our brain as an amulet
It's also our curse cause you're afraid how people would react to it
I know you hate drama especially when we are the protagonist
But tell me joe then why are we imagining all of this

I know Takes a flick to light a BIC
And we know Takes a me to light a cig
I know Takes a dreamer to see big
And We know Takes a looser to feel sick

But when it comes all to talk about the real heavy shit
Am I still the rapper from where you wanna be hearing this
And if you're burning your problems and want to ash it quick
Just say something nice okey and stop being a fucking dick

Cause sometimes I just want a reason to be bad
Cause sometimes you just want a reason to be good
Cause sometimes I just want a reason to look back
Look back to every time I said if I should or if I could

Cause sometimes I just want a reason to be bad
Cause sometimes you just want a reason to be good
Cause sometimes I just want a reason to look back
Look back to every time I said if I should or if I could

Cause sometimes I just want a reason to fill the glass
Cause sometimes you just want a reason to light a blunt
Cause sometimes I just want a reason to feel like I'm in the map
Cause sometimes you just want a reason to feel alone

Cause sometimes I just want a reason to laugh
Cause sometimes you just want a reason to see the moon
Cause sometimes I just want a reason for time to go fast
Cause sometimes you just want a reason to step in the both