Why Am I Here?

She sending me paragraphs, yelling and cussing
What is yo issue? Like why are you fussing?
Like some days she love me, and some days she doesn't
You mad over nothing end of the discussion
She claim she gon' pull up, I know that she bluffing
But now that hoe mad, her adrenaline rushing
She telling everyone, sisters and cousins
(Then she sent a chapter book I was like)
(Woah)

What did I do?
You should already know
If I asked then I don't
Well then go 'head and go
Why are you mad?
Whatever I did, hoe, my bad
But at this point, please let it go
Why did I do that?
I didn't even mean it
Well low key, I'm just keeping it real
I can't move forward with you in my life
Therefore until you go, hoe, I gotta stay still
You don't do this, and you talk to her still
Like, hoe, why is you trippin'?
Like what is yo deal?
For real
K, now I gotta take action
'Cause this ain't uncommon, unhealthy transactions
Like bet
You got it, I'm done
Whatever the argument was, hoe, you won
People be thinking that this is a game
Until it's game over and no longer fun

I'm done with relations
I do not accept invitations
And now limited visitation
I see I had no preparation set up for when Satan set up for the failure awaiting me
Unrealistic how that girl found her way to me
I should've known but I told myself wait and see
Why did I do that? Oh why?
She cried, and said there's no more you and I
What was the reason? She ain't even know
She just made up an excuse to get up and go
I told myself that I'm done with these hoes
But I tried one more time just to see why I don't
I used to swear to a hoe, give no rose
But thought she was the one to whom I would propose
I'm asking why but the reasons' unknown
On why these hoes so cold
But nobody knows

What do you mean?
You should know what I mean
I swear that hoe was mean
She hit me with a K
Why am I here when I'm wasting my time and I know it because we argue every day
Be happy on your own because hoe, now I'm gone
I'm sorry, not sorry, was no other way
Then she said something that had my heart thumping
She said, it's whatever, you'll just be replaced

And yes it hurt, that's no lie
She had me rethinking on why, and how
Many times she faked a smile
The arrow from Cupid was off by a mile