Thru the Pain

I was young & acting dumb
But my crew didnt mind it
Flipping 20 birds a week
20 more on consignment
Flaunting half my money
Stunting hard
I just couldn't hide it
I put the other half away
Where my mama cant find it
She tried her best to raise me right
she did what she can
Lord its hard to raise a fatherless boi into a man
I love the streets
They gave me a swag like that
And taught me how to recogize
these ducks that dont quack
the problem is...
my anger had me reckless yall
and madd as hell
nobody ever gave me a ball
picked me up
made me try again when i fall
So now Im out late night looking for sauce
I got the heart of hercules
but my tounge be lose
that grey goose
got me flexing
thinking Im Zeus
in the club with my 2 step
tre-pizzy on my hip
nigga stepped on my shoes that done cost me a grip
I reacted too quick
slapped the taste out his mouth
my eyes got wide
when i seen da boi whipped out
I reacted too slow
theres a scar on my chest
a reminder of the pain tears all of the stress
Look overall I guess I can say Im blessed
Until I seen a picture of lady with a black dress
They said she gone
from a bullet meant for me
obiturary says she's survived by me

2)

Im in a struggle for my life
and i dont know what to do
and i been praying for the strength
to have a life without you
my fam dont understand how I was top of my class
but yet im putting on these gloves
so i can box with my past
The tears be running down my fast
my soul is strong
Escape by picking up a pencil
and then writing my wrongs
They can see it in my eyes
They can tell that Im stressed
They point out I got potential
To convinced me Im blessed
As the dayz pass
I cant lie this shyt gets worse
The pressure crazy
The disgrace of these khaki shirts
This shyt would be easy
but damn look at the cost
Forget Material Im talking bout the love that I lost

On them lonely nights that I was stressing
For all the nites that you would tell me I'm a blessing
Cause Im a blessing
Cause Im a blessing

Could you help me on the days
The world is feeling heavy
Could you help me out the rain
Crying out for help
Please protect me from the pain
They tryna take my lyfe ya'll

Could you help me on the days
The world is feeling heavy
Could you help me out the rain
Crying out for help
Please protect me from the pain
They tryna take my lyfe ya'll



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