Hideaway

Take me to the place where you and I can hideaway
'Cause I'm going for a ride and I'm looking for a place to live
Feeling like I'm six feet under ground in this open hole
So take me to the place where you and I can hideaway, yeah eh

Yeah, old friends, new stress
I stay awake, filled with regret
Often wonder what I should've said
Often wonder what could've been if I said something

But I just hold everything in
Rule won't matter when personal demons
And wonder why everyone fades in the end
And I'm tired of fighting

I really need silence or something to stop all the thoughts in my head
Feels like the more I keep climbing in music I realize
I'm closer to what is the edge, like what is this life?
'Cause I got no clue what this is
I struggle with faith, I struggle with love
I struggle, he's staying right inside of my skin

I am so lost (I am so lost)
But I don't know how to be found
Sorrounded with people who love me for me
So why am I sad, why am I down?

I wonder what happens right after we die
Is it all black?
Do we just drown or is it more beautiful?
We'll never know until it's our time
Trying to figure this out, this thing called life

I just wanna know, am I doing this right?
All the shit I went through and what I sacrificed
All just for a chance to live in this life
Tell me, was it worth the price?

So take me to the place where you and I can hideaway
'Cause I'm going for a ride and I'm looking for a place to live
Feeling like I'm six feet under ground in this open hole
So take me to the place where you and I can hideaway, yeah eh

Yeah, I feel like nobody cares
I feel live everyone stares
I feel like you're never here
I feel like giving up daily

I hate being trapped alone in my fears
Alone in this house where love doesn't live
Tell me what sin is go, is there an end?
Tell me, can I ever call you a friend?
Or just someone whose face gets swept in the wind

I give it my all, it never comes back
Been writing for week, it's all in my trash
Been tryna find peace, but never it lasts
So know that you leave, it's only a fact
And I hate the feeling like all of my feelings attack me

Indigenous is never a war I can last
I kept my head up for years through all the bs but lately I'm tired of that
I'm tired of just acting like I am okay
'Cause I'm not and it's true

And I'm tired of being replaced
And I've loved, and I've lost
But I've never gave into the hate
But I hate myself and it shows everyday

So take me to the place where you and I can hideaway
'Cause I'm going for a ride and I'm looking for a place to live
Feeling like I'm six feet under ground in this open hole
So take me to the place where you and I can hideaway, yeah eh