Losing Me

I'm just evaluating opportunity
Avoiding disunity
But not in the community
Not in the community

I got no limits im just limited by my ability
And its quality i spit it so freely on the daily
That maybe someone might see me spitting flames
And then asking for my name, man it's TommyK

I'm doing it so casually sipping water fluidity
And i'm rapping so fluently
But yall are loosing me to reality
I got some bros with me
But others gone it seems
And it's choking me
So it's a big release

All alone for the last day of 2020
Kinda funny got nobody want to be with me when the world
Is ending its offending not invited but im polite
And i asked for plans with no answer in sight
But it's not like this aint happened before, there's a smorgasbord
Of me losing the war, and loosing friends
It's so silly cause it didn't have to end
I just think that most of yall i won't see again
Uninvited

I'm just evaluating opportunity
Avoiding disunity
But not in the community

And i'll say this truthfully
That i miss my friends that I lost
But that was back then now im tossed
Around and out of the group
I guess i might of left
But i left mood
I didn't leave the people that i loved and lost
But they left me i guess just forgetting the rest
Of our lives, the best and the lies
But through all this shit you know we had ties
Now i'm tryna disguise that i've got sorrow
And i watching all the bros, all alone from the comfort of my home
Come on

So i just throw it in a song
Releasing it ain't wrong
But i'm moving on
Trusting only one

Not in the community

You know what's lucrative
The reason that i'm doing this
Is for myself but i know that no one truly listens to the words
I'm using cause they might be confusing
I'm just telling what im thinking
Leaving everyone just blinking
Linkin all the words i said before
Concluding what's this reason for
This complaining strain
Of words, coming right out my brain in thirds
But it's in vain of course
Telling the beat the worst
Now im rapping in bursts
Cause there is so much more that's worse

And i'm just evaluating opportunity
Avoiding disunity
But not in the community

Not in the community