Demons

I just want my mental health to gain
I cant do this shit anymore man
Im done w this shit
This shit whack
Going back
I tried to get better
But all my demons pulled me back down

Whats a paradise with all these distractions
Fuck a paradise
Im going back to my old ways
All these demons got me turning back to my old days
Okay
I tried to better myself
But got overwhelmed
With fake friends, lust, my past and the price of fame
Got me fr contemplatin on death
Now im back on the drugs
Cause thats the only shit i know how to cope
Fuck a better future ive lost hope
Corona virus really testing my hunger
And testing my patience like a swab test
I cant be in the studio everyday just because of it
Don't got the time, the money, the energy
But i still push myself to the fucking limits
Fuck duterte we have a murderer as a president
Addiction is a mental issue imagine getting killed for it
While the lords and the government try to make a profit
War on drugs an excuse to kill the poor
Sandiganbayan dont impress me i know the land i walk in is corrupted
Storming the capitol turning a blind eye
While the black lives were protesting for their fucking lives
Rappers fake sippin
I really almost overdosed
Lame ass rappers dissin
When i address em
They say they just playin
Where im from
We dont fuck with the online beefin
So we bet not catch u slippin
When you come round here
Don't take a wrong turn
Don't be nervous dear
I'll pop me a never mind
I'll sip some nah
I'll pop me a nah
I'll sip some never mind
Fuck it
I'll pop me a percky
I'll sip me some lean
Back to my old ways
Cause i don't know how else to cope yeah
Back to my old ways
Cause i dont know how else to cope yeah

She sucked my dick and didnt even use her hands, word
I dont know if thats good or bad, word
We was in the pwd
It lasted like 15 minutes
Man it was so bad i couldnt even cum to it
Crazy part is she's my ex's close friend
Got some brain from a dumb bitch in a library
Thats some knowledge
All these drugs im takin fuckin up my conscience
My friends are gone im hearing all these nonsense
And to be honest
Rip to steez but im sorry gab ive been having thoughts of jumping off a buildin
I will never give a fuck about the rules
Bitch i came from a bloodline of slaves
Who fought for our freedom cause we realized the country needed to be saved
We stuck together a family, sisters and brothers
My last name isnt filipino it could be from a slave owner
So i just use my two first names
I cant even rap no more
Im losing vision
What the fuck



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Writer(s): Pio Koh
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