Antihero

I wanna live forever but I'm still afraid
Got one foot in the clouds
And one foot in the grave
Oh, why can't I decide?

And I wanna dance together under the sun
But I wanna make some room for things I haven't done tonight
I can't make it right

I'm afraid to laugh
I'm afraid to cry
I'm afraid to ruffle feathers when I say goodbye
Oh I'm, I'm still like the night

And I hate to admit that I'm still not sure
Of what I really want or if there's a cure
For my restless side
I know that I look okay
I'm standing here, I'm laughing
I'm warm on the surface
Like nothing bad can happen
Tonight you're still by my side

But maybe there's a life out there that I haven't lived
I wanna give you something that no one else could give
So many failed attempts and I'm just getting started
Bleeding off the page like the once broken hearted
Pushing myself harder, melting feelings like gold
Bend it all to my will, wouldn't do what I'm told
Waiting for the sun to come once the clouds have parted
Bleeding off the page like the lost broken hearted

I got nothing left to hide
I don't care anymore
I don't care anymore
I got nothing left to hide
I don't care anymore
I don't care anymore
I don't care anymore

I rage inside
While waves crash all night

Now everyone's on top of it but I just feel numb
They all climb their ladders
While I sit here and strum my guitar again
Like it was my only friend
Don't you know there's only one way that I know to confide?
In the music, in the dark
In the middle of the night
Oh, my restless mind

It turns out, it's all quite risky
Well baby, please forgive me
I smile, the future's wild
And maybe you'll forgive me tonight
If I don't feel right

And maybe there's salvation up around the next turn
Maybe it's a lesson that I'll just never learn
It doesn't really matter, it's all temporary
Living for the future
So exciting, it's scary

I got nothing left to hide
I don't care anymore
I don't care anymore
I got nothing left to hide
I don't care anymore
I don't care anymore
I don't care anymore

I rage inside
While waves crash all night

I'm still dreaming
Still believing
I'm still dreaming
Still believing
I'm still dreaming
Still believing
I'm still dreaming
Still believing
I'm still dreaming
Still believing
I'm still dreaming
Still believing
I'm still dreaming
Still believing
I'm still dreaming
Still believing

And I always romanticize the antihero



Credits
Writer(s): Kyle Krone
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