Tired

Some times the greatest moments in your life
Happens after pain
After those failures
Just think about it

It's 2:00 a.m when I get home but I can't sleep for hours
My mind can run for days it's like I've got super powers
Take a couple drugs and now I'm feeling better
But there is no drugs that I have found that helps me forget her
My mind is usually locked up like a steal trap
But you have always found a way to slip right through the cracks
And make me think of you as if I saw you yesterday
Messing with my feelings like a long game of keep away
I've been doing my best to keep busy
Working over time and late nights in the city
Trying to write a hit song that will help me break through
But everything I write just ends up about you
I don't know if thats a gift or a curse
I'll always have a fire in me could be worse
I could stay up all night thinking what could have been
But I've been on my grind trying to make it all happen

Got a lot of things been on my mind
And you're trying to play me
I might have to find another place to go
You're just another one I used to know
I can't carry this weight around It's been driving me crazy
Starring at a wall in New Mexico
It's my time to really let you go

But I'm over it
Yah I say I'm over it
But I know that the past sticks around with me
Like honey to a bumble bee
In time I'll lose my memory
No door to open with a key
I hope that you will remember me
As someone who would hold you close
And tell you funny stories
I think that is what I miss the most
Because I try to tell my friends
The stories of when I was a kid
And they don't laugh as hard as you
Because no one knew me like you did
I'm tired of being down
Just need time to be discovered
I'll be the gem in lost and found
Waiting to be uncovered
But It might seem a little difficult to get to me
Because I've been getting hardened as far back as I can see
And I don't know why I keep getting caught in all of this
It's almost like I like the pain another harmful kiss
To send me on another week long bender
I don't need help from you I'm a first offender

Got a lot of things been on my mind
And you're trying to play me
I might have to find another place to go
You're just another one I used to know
I can't carry this weight around It's been driving me crazy
Starring at a wall in New Mexico
It's my time to really let you go

Got to get myself together
I've been through a lot of bad weather
Find another place to go
I don't want to let you know where
(I don't want to let you know where)
I'm not even sure that you would care
(I'm not even sure that you would care)
I can't even tell the weeks apart
Let alone my own heart
Wish there was a way to hit restart
Packed my things I'm gonna lay low
I don't want to let you know where
(I don't want to let you know where)
I don't want to let you know where
Got a couple things been on my mind
And you're trying to play me
I might have to find another place to go
And you're just another one I used to know
I can't carry this weight around It's been driving me crazy
Starring at a wall in New Mexico
Thinking It's my time to really let you go



Credits
Writer(s): Garrett Shaw
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