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And if I said
That you'd hate this
Could you wait 'til
I try to get the thoughts out of my head
All good has an end so let's try to fake this
Seriously man, what the hell you saying?
I can't help but try to say
The life that I want never comes my way
And I know it sounds shit
That I can't roll with it
But my hand on my chest
It's a struggle to get through the day
The situation isn't starting to clear up like you said
Well it seems like losing battles is my new trend
Don't wanna do it again
Don't wanna say it again
Why's life so complicated?
And that's just when I start to think that this
This is all there is
Don't say that, no regrets
When you think about me you say
Don't say that, no regrets
I swear I'm on the mend
So silent
When I said
I'd like guidance
I'm trying to say I won't define myself
Each time I fuck It up it's always blatant
Knew it would all end with endless pain 'cause
You're just a stupid mother fucker
Who can't seem to face this
I just need you to understand
My heart's in your palm when you close your hand
And I know that I lied when I said it's all planned
But it's the best I can do not to let you down
The situation isn't starting to clear up like you said
Well it seems like losing battles is my new trend
Don't wanna do it again
Don't wanna say it again
Why's life so complicated?
And that's just when I start to think that this
This is all there is
Don't say that, no regrets
When you think about me you say
Don't say that, no regrets
I swear I'm on the mend
And I can't see a reason why
Each time I end up in a hole with my hand out
You reach down each time
With my friends by my side I'm alright
Friends by my side I'm alright
Each time that I'm feeling
Every thought leaves me reeling
Just know you're the reason
The reason I'll come home tonight