Alleviated Pain

The Pains been alleviated
Blaming you for the problems that were created
Time after time you left me devastated
Tried to play me the villain
Thought you were building me up to the ceiling
Thought you were numbing me from the pain I was feeling
Thought you were really for me
Turns out you were really trying o dub me
Not happy then baby you can leave
At this point I don't know what I need
I guess message received
At this point I'll pack up and leave

Lately I been Taking xans
Numbing myself so I don't feel a thing
It's getting hard for me to understand
Everything is loud I'm not listening
Been in a different mental state
Very few can relate
I been trying to drown in my sorrow
Wondering if I'll be waking up tomorrow
Putting the pain in my music
My trust doing everything you can to lose it
I hope that you are happy
I don't know that feeling sadly
Waking up throwing up
Breaking up losing trust
Smiling to hide the pain
For the worse my life changed
Who knew I'd be like this
Heartbreak is relentless
I'm trying to find love
But I'm starting to give up

The Pains been alleviated
Blaming you for the problems that were created
Time after time you left me devastated
Tried to play me the villain
Thought you were building me up to the ceiling
Thought you were numbing me from the pain I was feeling
Thought you were really for me
Turns out you were really trying o dub me
Not happy then baby you can leave
At this point I don't know what I need
I guess message received
At this point I'll pack up and leave

Scared to love again
In pursuit of love I gave up on my friends
I'm trying to descend from the pain
This pain is hard to explain
I don't know how to win this game
Tryna avoid getting hurt
Things keep getting worse
I don't know how much I can take
In this world I have no place
People choose to pick on my heart
Trusting people don't know why I start
Tears rolling every night
Covering up but I'm not alright
My mind is not at peace
Late night I can't sleep
I just trying to live a good life
If need be die to overdose I just might
The good I'm losing sight of
I just had enough
I can't find love
I should give up
I'm losing a lot of trust
Doing better is a must
For you it was just lust
I was devastated
You lucky I'm educated
I needed to be isolated
I felt eliminated
Because we was separated
This needs to be translated
This why I stayed faded
I went and upgraded
My mind been carbonated
My potential you really hate it
I moved on and now you've been traded

The Pains been alleviated
Blaming you for the problems that were created
Time after time you left me devastated
Tried to play me the villain
Thought you were building me up to the ceiling
Thought you were numbing me from the pain I was feeling
Thought you were really for me
Turns out you were really trying to dub me
Not happy then baby you can leave
At this point I don't know what I need
I guess message received
At this point I'll pack up and leave



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Writer(s): William Shaw
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