Doubt

I guess I try too hard
To be your friend
Why you keep me around
Just to leave me out again
You smile at me
I'm addicted to the drug
It hurts when you're hugging all my friends
How come I just get a bro hug?

Is it my fault, did I try too hard?
All my conversations turn to one liners
Is it my fault did I try enough?
One of these days I should call your bluff
You told me that you cared
Why's it only when we're on our own?
Know you wouldn't care
If I went or if I stayed at home
Sure is nice when you throw the dog a bone
Give me some respect or just leave me alone

Is it all in my head
Is any of it true
You got me thinking that it's normal when your friends don't wanna talk to you
You tell me that you like me but you don't answer my calls
Ripping off the bandage just to put on more gauze
Send you all these messages and you don't even read them
Why you coming on to me when you don't answer any DMs?

But I still feel good feel happy when I see them
Always got me wondering what it's like to be them
I give another chance just to see if they mean it
I showed you a meme
You said you already seen it

Is it my fault, did I try too hard?
All my conversations turn to one liners
Is it my fault did I try enough?
One of these days I should call your bluff
You told me that you cared
Why's it only when we're on our own?
Know you wouldn't care
If I went or if I stayed at home
Sure is nice when you throw the dog a bone
Give me some respect or just leave me alone