Just Wasn't

I should probably let my mind go
But my mind holds me back from everything
I tried my best to make them love me
But they don't want anything
That's why I'm in my studio crying over rejection and wedding rings
I tried my best to make them love me
But here I am in my room
Where's everybody at (I don't know)
Probably at a party getting trashed
Just cause I don't see the fun in getting messed up
Doesn't mean you gotta act tough and think less of me
Oooh
Would you even remember me if I were gone
If I didn't say it now I would regret it on my life, am I right

I, oh I
Just wasn't good enough
Just wasn't good enough
I gave, my all, and
Just wasn't good enough
Just wasn't good enough
I wasn't invited to parties often
I was off in the deep end, by myself
And when the tides would change, so would I
I was riding my wave
I been a loner all these days
Cause I just wasn't good enough
I gave, my all, and
Just wasn't good enough
Just wasn't good enough

But the fact that I rap fast is ta only make you like me more
I look forward to seeing my fans tryna buy my cds in the stores
Though I'm not really confident
When I grab the mic I start stomping
I'm tryna make a living off this
So my father don't get real pissed, just flip and call this
A waste of time
I don't know if I'd be alive if I never found a mic
No time to dwell on it now, I need ta fight
Expectations are so high that I'm frightened every time I find a beat
Is it dope enough
Dope enough

I, oh I
Just wasn't good enough
Just wasn't good enough
I gave, my all, and
Just wasn't good enough
Just wasn't good enough
I wasn't invited to parties often
I was off in the deep end, by myself
And when the tides would change, so would I
I was riding my wave
I been a loner all these days
Cause I just wasn't good enough
I gave, my all, and
Just wasn't good enough
Just wasn't good enough
Just wasn't good enough
Just wasn't good enough
Just wasn't good enough
Just wasn't good enough