How Many

How many songs can I write about death
How many songs can I write about anxiety
And how many grunges can I hold onto
In the deepest depths of the caverns inside of me
How many songs can I write about love
How many songs can I write about wealth
And how many times can I bring up trying
To gain the strength to improve my mental health

I'm a little embarrassed these words got me sounding like Holden
I got places to go but I feel like I'm snowed in
I wish I stood for the people like somebody like Snowden
But alas, I'm an unused chair - folding

I wanna be someone unique
I wanna be some heard
But all I do is complain, am I locked out of my brain
Feeling like the worlds gone cold
I wanna be someone unique
I wanna be some heard
But all I do is complain, am I locked out of my brain
Feeling like the worlds gone cold

How many songs can I write about grieving
How many songs can I write about living
How many times can I try to escape
The burdens surrounding the world that we live in
How many songs can I write about writing
How many songs can I write in a rhyme
And how many times can I think about being
A slave to language and measurable time

I'm a little self-conscious I'm still sounding like Holden
Consumed by the feelings that I always seem to hold in
I shut people out as to not let the cold in
I got dealt a good hand, why am I considering folding

I wanna be someone unique
I wanna be some heard
But all I do is complain, am I locked out of my brain
Feeling like the worlds gone cold
I wanna be someone unique
I wanna be some heard
But all I do is complain, am I locked out of my brain
Feeling like the worlds gone cold

How many songs can I write about death (How many songs can I write about grieving)
How many songs can I write about anxiety (How many songs can I write about living)
And how many grunges can I hold onto (How many times can I try to escape)
In the deepest depths of the caverns inside of me
(The burdens surrounding the world that we live in)
How many songs can I write about love (How many songs can I write about writing)
How many songs can I write about wealth (How many songs can I write in a rhyme)
And how many times can I bring up trying
(And how many times can I think about being)
To gain the strength to improve my mental health
(A slave to language and measurable time)
How many songs can I write about my feelings
How many songs can I write about my feelings
How many songs can I write about my feelings
How many songs can I write about



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Writer(s): David Bupp
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