Complications

I don't want this to be too complicated
But truth like this hurts like a splintered eye
But if I lie, I'll only hurt myself
And I don't want to take the fall tonight

And I got people counting on me and I'm afraid
That I'm not ever gonna be enough
But if I'm in the fight I'm bound to lose,
Then what's the point of never giving up?

And that might be a little too much for me

I wanna shout
I wanna scream
I wanna give up on my crazy dream
I've got doubts and complications
And they make me wanna cave in
But I'm searching for the preserving part inside of me

And I'll find it soon

But I make mistakes and I hesitate to say that I'm ok
I think most people do the same
We are the cure to our own disease but we're fighting wars to make some peace
And we call it change

But I don't think love is meant to be this out of phase
Cause no one seems to get what it means
To love someone is giving up the very breath inside your lungs
So they can breathe

And sometimes I can't breathe

I wanna shout
I wanna scream
I wanna give up on my crazy dream
I've got doubts and complications
And they make me wanna cave in
But I'm searching for the preserving part inside of me

And I'll find it soon

And I hope that there's an answer
For the things that I don't know
'Cause we're all searching for the pieces
That it takes to make us whole

But I wanna shout
I wanna scream
I wanna give up on my crazy dream
I've got doubts and complications
And they make me wanna cave in
But I'm searching for the preserving part inside of me

Oh, I'm searching for the preserving part inside of me

And I'm still searching for the light that shining so bright for me

And I'll find it soon