What is Love

We feel in love in a taxi
My heart was intact in the back seat
But just like my past you stabbed me
Now my heart fell so deep in the Black Sea
Still can't believe how you casually
Took my love and just threw it up with no fucks you gave it all up
Done trade it for lust now baby
That shit really had me

Dazed
And all of the letters you wrote to me
Only the memory remains
Girl Somehow that shit really spoke
I realized your feelings just weren't the same
I been putting your scars on my body
Girl, I'm soaking it right through my veins
I just wish that I would've just told you
All of the shit that I had contained
All of my feelings provoking me
The hurt I could never explain
Cause you left me so down and so broken
Told you I would never be the same
I can't fathom the hurt but I feel the regret
Seeing your tears put a whole in my chest
But you were the one who had left in the end
Like what in the fuck

Uh, uh
What is love? What is trust?
Uh, uh
What is love? What is trust?
Uh, uh
What is love? What is trust?
Uh, uh

Aye
Now I fucking hate it when I hear your name
Self doubt and anxiety running through my veins
Thinking bout you always brings back all the pain
Hurt me even though you knew I wouldn't be the same
I just hope that when you listen you could feel the pain
Cause you left me so fucked but I just never complained
Even if you came back it wouldn't be the same
Cause if you look into my heart I still carry stains

Shawty say "I'm too young to be this hurt"
But you would never understand how this shit works
Yuh
I be trying every other fucking day just to be happy
But it never fucking works
Can't even look at myself in the mirror
Cause each time I swear that it just gets worse
All of my insecurities they be battling
Pressuring me cause you loved in reverse
Know what it's like to feel my hurt
Know what it's like to feel my pain
You don't know what it's like to always stay quiet
Know what it's like to never complain
Didn't say nothing cause I never wanted you feelings for me to go switch up and change
But look it's too late
Now I can't
Cause now your gone
Yet I still feel the same
Why?



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Writer(s): Jayden Perez
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